prelapse...
i woke up today
on a journey
in a daze and always tired
sleeping whenever i felt like it
i was tired
peering through my crosshair
my eye ball
the center of my iris
center of this universe
right now im medicated.....
finding myself ill and schizophrenic
dreaming,,,
i was trapped in world
a world that was fake
only when I was asleep
the dead way or as it seems...
when i was asleep i was dead
but my heart was still beating
i still dont know death but i felt it....
no one knows whats after death
crossroads, or reincarnation
heaven or hell
path of a ninja
would you take
exit the crossroads go thru a field or ocean
if giving the chance
the abyss cross a ocean
a pirate?
pirvateer
i was scared but for what It was, I was who I am
the world in my dreams was artificial, kinda as it seems
when you use a computer
i havent faced death yet
but my father had died, and he said to me in my dreams
that he woke up in a hospital and he saw a note on the desk
saying if he had died, and another question i had forgot what it asked him....
i wonder if he is in purgatory myself? did he even go to heaven???
if you think about it
how many purgatory's are there? its like space....
did the devil get him???
